Monday, November 24

I'm Retiring...

So if we follow the cute little metaphor that I came up with in my pre-Peru mind, I would say that I am now entering into retirement. Life is definitely on its latter half and Florida never looked so nice (though I've heard the central valley of California isn't bad either). I'm eating dinner earlier than I ever have in my life and my grandchildren are growing older, and consequently less adorable. My bones are feeble and every day it gets harder to get out of bed. But like all good baptist "Builders", I'm faithfully singing in the pews on bright sunny Sunday mornings about crossing the river Jordan into the promised land (an imperfect analogy with which Calvary Chapel disagrees). But as fun as growing old sounds, I would say that my life here is quite the opposite of wine tasting and golfing. My life here is accelerating instead of decelerating. It's like the Bucket list, almost. 

Thank God I still have my teeth.    



















Saturday, November 1

"Oh the glories the Lord has made, and the complications you could do without..."

     
                                
                                     
My delete button keeps falling off my computer, should I keep fixing it? or become a more careful and accurate typer? 
I'm sure this has happened to a number of you readers, but right now I'm just talking to you, singular, aren't I. The occurrence that I am talking about is completely a mental phenomenon, and I don't think it has anything to do with where one is. I'm sure it has happened to me in my home in Lodi, as well as my home here. I'm talking about when you wake up, and you have no idea where you are, and it takes you a second to put things together in your head. One time I slept in a luggage trailer in Santa Cruz, I woke up knowing exactly where I was. I wonder if this happening is because we forget where we are, or because we think we're somewhere else. I have found the whole realm of the sub-conscience, sleep, and dreams very fascinating. I would love to spend my whole life studying what goes on in our brains, except for the fact that by then end of my life I would have accomplished nothing. That is why I like to crochet. It is very rewarding. It enables one to hand-craft warm and cozy accessories to keep or to give away. But the sad part is that after the weather turns warm (I've been living in winter for the past 3 months), all my handicrafts are useless. Unless of course I sit in the freezer. Ever since I got my own room, I would open the windows in the winter so I could use more blankets. I would get in the freezer. 
Here is a schedule of the seasons for me.
summer hot (may-aug o8)
winter cold (aug-nov 08)
summer hot (nov-dec 08)
winter cold (dec-jan 08/09)
:::if i come back to peru:::
summer hot (feb-may 09) 
summer hot(may-aug 09) 
????????
where did spring and fall run off to?